A True Family Room
If Grandma
and Grandpa ever replace the burnt-orange shag carpet in here, I fear I shall
no longer recognize the place. This
carpet has been the stage on which so many of my life’s memories have played
out. It is here that my cousins and I
played as babies while our young parents watched and giggled on a Sunday
afternoon. It is on this carpet that
countless crumbs have fallen from the mouth or plate of a clumsy grandchild as they
sit cross-legged eating from a paper plate that teeters on the edge of the low
glass table. In more recent years, these
spills have been thoroughly “vacuumed” by my Uncle John’s west inland terriers
Ikea and Cinco. At this moment the two
dogs are calmly pacing the floor at my feet.
They occasionally come to me looking for a handout of some kind, having
inspected the carpet already.
The carpet
is not the only physical reminder of family gatherings, nor is it the only
design element that hearkens back to the 1980s.
A mild coral-colored wallpaper wraps itself around the room, with small
blue and muted-red flower stencils in neat rows. The drapes over the bay windows in the corner
give the space an added elegance, especially in the evening when they diffuse
the setting sun’s golden light over the room.
Situated in the corner is Grandma’s baby grand piano. This instrument is a focal point of many
family gatherings. Many family members
play and compose music, and we all sing.
At Christmastime we gather to re-create the nativity scene, with each
grandchild being assigned a part.
Besides the traditional characters we take turns portraying cud-chewing
oxen (the cud chewing is mandatory), the bright, smiling star of Bethlehem,
and, with a little teamwork, the stable.
This space
is a place for our individual stories to intertwine. This frequent crossing of our paths has kept
us all close. Whether we gather to
celebrate New Years Day, watch a football game or simply visit on a quiet
Sunday afternoon, this room is our common link.
It is where we savor old memories and create new ones.
Now I sit
here alone at night. The piano makes no
sound with nobody to play it. The chairs
and sofas sit vacant and undisturbed.
The carpet, as mentioned before, is free of crumbs. There are no sounds of laughter or
conversation. However, just being here
evokes in me feelings of familiarity and peace.
It is like a Temple, dedicated to the unity of our family. I suppose that description may sound a bit
odd, I mean, whoever heard of a Temple with burnt-orange shag carpet?
Artist’s Statement
At the beginning of this semester I moved in with my
grandparents in order to be closer to campus. I
have begun to see the house in a more practical and functional way than I did
as a young kid. I have gotten familiar with spaces like the laundry room and the guest bathroom, hardly setting foot in the
living room. I pass it every day on the
way to the kitchen, but never linger there.
I guess it could be because I’m busy and don’t have time to stop.
I did not need to puzzle long about why the living room is so special to
me. There is nothing mysterious about
it, and my approach in my paper may be painfully obvious. I associate the space and objects within it very
strongly with the people I love. The
shag carpet is much older than I am, but its presence, however aesthetically
outdated, is comforting and familiar to me.
The piano has been the scene of many “recitals” by grandkids eager to
please Grandma. Of course, Grandma has
always been delighted to see her grandkids play. These memories of these sorts of interactions
hang thick in the air.
While sitting and observing the room, I could fill the room
with people in my mind. Uncle Steve walked
across from the entryway to the kitchen.
Grandma and Grandpa sat on the loveseat, while Dad slept on the
recliner. Mom took her usual place at
the piano bench, finishing each song with her signature flourish, much to the
delight of all who are listening for it.
Cousin Jason and I huddled on the couch in bathrobes as our clothes
dried after a rainy football game. Aunt
Johanne prepared the costumes for the nativity.
Every memory I have here is of family togetherness, and that is what
makes it so unique and even sacred to me.
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